Monday, June 30, 2008

Allah

Allah Akbar? Inshalla? Ask Oneself.
Does God need/want to be great?
Does God want/need to be your friend?
Do you want to be God's friend? Yes? Try. I know it's possible.
How do I know? Read or ask God and try to be good as possible. We know it's very hard and that I will mess up once in a while. Fewer and fewer. Less and less. Too many waves in my pond. Some really mess me up. Make me angry. I can barely manage.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Earthlings

Are One's Friends/Problem.

The Earth Dies Screaming. Watchdogs. UB40.

Maybe all consciousness is connected?

Don't Break My Heart. UB40.

My kids? We just know each other. I do anything for them and they study by themselves.

Can't Help Falling In Love. Sing Our Own Song. UB40.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Big Right Toes

Much bigger than my left. One day, the seemingly decade old swelling will go down. At least, they are turning grey/purple/pink. I somehow managed to align my big right toe, spine and neck, I think. I just refit another joint in my right toe. Left foot swollen too.

I think there should be more Bushes in the world. Plant rights. Woody, speak up for Bush.
I want an Edible Estate.

Secret Agent Man. The Ventures. Follow Me. Uncle Kracker. Back In The High Life. Steve Winwood. I Second That Emotion. Tears Of A Clown. Smokey Robinson And The Miracles. Salvation. MLTR.

God

You don't need to know God.
God knows you.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

God Loves One

Even if one isn't yet a circle.
One doesn't even need to know or worship God (Heaven Forbid). Just be good.

Making lunch for Scholarship Angel. Came home from college. Wanted spaghetti.

I think Bush has implanted hair and that it is harder for him to keep a stern face.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I Remember A Jesus

I met him on Venice Beach a few years ago. Young guy. Third rate singer and handicraftsman, but gave me some good advice. Mexican student trying to finish his degree. Some Mexican-Americans took him in. Jesus wanted me to visit his hometown with him. I asked if my neck would be okay and he said sure. He also told me to be satisfied with what I had. That I was very lucky.

Raja wanted me to go to Kashmir and Northwest Pakistan with him. I asked if my neck would be okay and he said sure.

Lodi. CCR.

Some people can be really nasty to people they don't like or know.

Inside, Looking At The Edge Of Life

When Chuck Mangione told me about the "love of the human race". When listening to UB40's Kingston Town, substitute the words, Kingdom Comes. Overcame Prozac, laughed and cried again today. Silent laugh. Teary cry.

Life is becoming pretty ripe. It is not the Internet, it is us who come to realize we are the collective consciousness. Well, those who know God is watching/thinking/knowing/being. Imagine we are part of the things that makes life and knowledge. We'll go into the things part later, maybe. Was a Nuclear Engineering major, but changed majors. Many physics majors end up studying metaphysics, naturally.

Was listening to Land of Make Believe by Chuck Mangione when these thoughts came:
Stop keeping numbering years and think we made time end?
Natural chemical that lengthens life made illegal by those who want to keep it secret?
Movie ideas?

Also, everyone is bound to go crazy at some point and say something stupid or cruel. Especially, if you speak a lot. So, I rarely speak. But the point is, people are allowed mistakes. But fewer and fewer are allowed, okay?

YTN. The Hankyoreh Newspaper.

Bigger than beef... Oh-oh? Yea? Both. You know, when you blow up, sometimes the smallest thing triggers it. I am like a still pond. At least, I try. That way, I can see reflections of life and reason.

Ya know, DJ Kim and MH Noh pulled us through the IMF monetary crisis with flying colors. Did a lot of other things too, but why are these achievements not written about or taught? Some write about these two fine men as if they were traitors. Friggin' Turkeys!

Oh, no! Waves in the pond.

Outside, looking at the edge of life. Extremely ragged edge or edges?

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Ever Been So Sick

That one wonders, if it is worth the pain to recover.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Who Is This Nut?

Ask God for me. I already asked. God is in your mind.

Just read George Carlin passed away. Or as we say it, went back.

Here come the calvary.

I think I repositioned a joint in my right toe. Feels much much better. Can even apply pressure.

Some Really Mess Me Up

I can lose it. And then I feel guilty. So, I avoid such situations, as far as possible. Certain things really mess me up, so I avoid those as much as possible. Being alone with God does not depress me. Imagining myself alone with people does (at the present time).

If nothing couldn't exist, then we have the world. If nothing could exist, then we have nothing. Or both!

Why Worry About Death?

It will come soon enough anyway. But that is just a beginning...
That's what Jesus said, I think.

Do You Think To God?

Wonder why? You think there's nothing there. But there has to be something there. Ever try to run away from God? You can't. I know from experience. I thought I was going weird.

I do not go to a place of worship. Why? I avoid Earthlings at most costs.

I spend a lot of my time in pain and deep thought. However, the pain part is slowly going away. The feeling has finally started to come back to the upper right quadrant of my right big toe and the upper right quadrant of my torso.

I really believe going to a place of worship and following rituals is just a tiny part of God. It is just between you and God, in your mind. Why are you too busy to know God? Meeting Earthlings? Why? Know God first. Think! Sit in a dark place until you know. Could take about 5-10 years.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

If Everything Has A Reason

6.6 Billion? To make something? To survive? Ask God for me.

Oh, by the way. Prozac sort of lops off the lower portion of my emotional wave. I don't mind, but you lose something. And it's only until my body recovers.

Praise You. Fatboy Slim. Keep On Moving. Five.

Read about singularities.

It's Between You And God

At first. Not what someone wrote, said or believed. One may have a lot to think over. Thing is, will you make the time.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

It Shows

When one knows God. When one is good.

Rejoice, people are more knowledgeable. They can look at you and read your mind, whether they know it or not.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Get To God's Neighborhood First

Then you can think about who and what can shoot what.

More and more resonation. Makes me wonder. Makes me certain.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Stretching Through Pain

That's what I'm trying to do and I think I am succeeding. I may be well in a couple of weeks. Imagine that. Know God?

God shoots thoughts/knowledge. So do people and things. Not just invisibly, but also through the visible and physical world.

I like to reread my posts and get my bearings.

Can you gain knowledge from plants? How? Talking or eating? Or just watching them grow?

There is a limit to what one can know. That limit is Good/God.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

When God Plays With Your Thoughts

Do you know?

Read in Time that brain structure is different in gay people. So, some were punishing gays for physical differences...

More people should contemplate...
If life were a poker game, I would surely be ahead.

Think With God Every Day

My right side, including organs, seems to be hurting in a new place every day. Still nauseated, sore and itchy. But it seems to be getting much better. I have been sick for over a decade and in severe pain for over five years. I had a feeling I would get better. I have not died yet. For those who are curious, the left side hurts accordingly.

It seems that not everyone is striking. Could get better.

I erased that post about one trying to do something and the other opposing and criticizing everything.

The economy is slowly changing for the good. Wow! China stopped corn exports. I suddenly know a lot of manufacturers in deep trouble. I'm listening to the news. I may have to reduce that.

Monday, June 16, 2008

The World Is Made Of

N-dimensional vibrations in N-space with phase and other stuff...

Ventura Highway. Jazzmasters. Victoria. Apeman. The Kinks.

Soon to be old hobby is unknotting knotted muscles.

Make Every Day

God Day.

Circle, Nirvana, Heaven, Google

Some connection?

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Just Tearing Flesh

Muscles, Tendons, Joints.

It should be over in a few weeks. Hopefully.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Will Oneself Life

Linearly? I dunno. Cyclically? I du no. At least, will spirit.

Maize and Blue. Zero Super went to Ann Arbor and grew up in shock absorber city. Yeah, I even knew a couple of Monroes.

I still remember Wendell, a drummer friend who attended MSU. Visited him. Told me he had fallen from a limb picking apples. Landed on a limb, broke his sack and got stitches. Still makes me laugh. My stomach hurt so much that day.

Good kids.