Know God personally? Yes? Good. hehe.
Nothing is an illusion? How can one explain?
To believe there was a time where there was nothing is false. To believe there is an start and end to the universe is false. We have yet to see everything in the universe. There are dimensions that are independent of time. M-theory.
To believe there is nothing after death is also false. Again, we have yet to see everything in the world. We are made of physical matter, energy, thought/God. Even when we leave the physical matter, the meta-physical remains.
Tears From My Eyes - UB40
Believe truth in words? Do humans make logic and reason?
There was a philosopher who reasoned that arguments starting with the presumption "not" are false. The statement "I am not first" is false. I am first in some aspects. Avoid using "not" in thoughts and sentences. This will reveal previously unseen possibilities. Using "not" can block thought into a whole universe of possibilities.
God made me. ^^
Tears From My Eyes, Please Don't Make Me Cry, Higher Ground, Don't Break My Heart - UB40
I Melt With You - Modern English
Like a thief in the night? o.O
Rivers of Babylon - UB40 & Inner Circle
Affirmation - George Benson
Use thoughts to see, just like using sonar. See what resonates.
The Night Inside Me - Jackson Browne
Only when close to God, am I sure. God moves. It's hard to keep up? Try to use positive words. It's good to keep up.
Going Out Of My Head - Wes Montgomery