I don't feel any unconditional love. At least, not yet. Probably will radiate, vibrate, go back and forth, etc. Maybe, I'm too scared I'll be cruxified. God is beyond loving. Really like God and slight affection for almost everyone, yes.
I don't feel too happy. Everything is relative. Goes back and forth, in and out, up and down, round and round. Feelings are God's work, I think. You know, laughter and joy are you're welcome. Remorse, guilt, etc. are punishment.
