Wonder why? You think there's nothing there. But there has to be something there. Ever try to run away from God? You can't. I know from experience. I thought I was going weird.
I do not go to a place of worship. Why? I avoid Earthlings at most costs.
I spend a lot of my time in pain and deep thought. However, the pain part is slowly going away. The feeling has finally started to come back to the upper right quadrant of my right big toe and the upper right quadrant of my torso.
I really believe going to a place of worship and following rituals is just a tiny part of God. It is just between you and God, in your mind. Why are you too busy to know God? Meeting Earthlings? Why? Know God first. Think! Sit in a dark place until you know. Could take about 5-10 years.
