About ADHD. That too much lead in the body is one of the causes.
Wondering what God wants me to do. Sorta know, but movements and such are real time killers.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Some Earthlings
Beating each other up over sports. Stealing from the masses. From each other. And other nefarious actions. Must be crazy Earthlings.
Maybe I should pretend time ended and stop writing.
Maybe I should pretend time ended and stop writing.
The World Closes In
I am very glad the ARS statement carried no negative statements about either Korea. Well done. Makes my minute.
Dok Island - The struggle for the rights to natural resources under the ocean. Koreans have lived on that island since all time. We have a police station there and two civilian fisherman, at times. We are a pooooor nation...
I may have to meet someone for a job in the game sector. Remember the beta testing that I did and game screenshots? Jobs in Korea carry a great stress level. Some people are very Medieval. They eat up people like me. Every single job, me work. Others, politics. That's why I have my own company. But business is making only some money. Have to moonlight. I think God wants me to meet people or go in some direction, but everywhere I go are Earthlings. Where are my kind? I want to explore our collective consciousness. Let's think on these things and live this way. Hope to see you in cyberspace or metaphysically.
Wrote a first copy of the resume. Will work on it some more. Time to think about God or listen to God's musicians.
Dok Island - The struggle for the rights to natural resources under the ocean. Koreans have lived on that island since all time. We have a police station there and two civilian fisherman, at times. We are a pooooor nation...
I may have to meet someone for a job in the game sector. Remember the beta testing that I did and game screenshots? Jobs in Korea carry a great stress level. Some people are very Medieval. They eat up people like me. Every single job, me work. Others, politics. That's why I have my own company. But business is making only some money. Have to moonlight. I think God wants me to meet people or go in some direction, but everywhere I go are Earthlings. Where are my kind? I want to explore our collective consciousness. Let's think on these things and live this way. Hope to see you in cyberspace or metaphysically.
Wrote a first copy of the resume. Will work on it some more. Time to think about God or listen to God's musicians.
Flashbacks
Sometimes I get flashbacks of moments from my life. Moments I have not thought about in ages suddenly come back as clear as yesterday. Usually not important or sad memories, but just pictures of how I lived. Sort of like a perk.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Thanking God
This is one of my ways of thanking God. I try sometimes with with real people, but I usually get very sick.
I try to avoid watching domestic news nowadays. Makes me sick.
Still sick. Still have nausea. Still wonder too much. Not the Bible or the Koran or what someone said or wrote. God. Why one is here. Why there is death. How does knowledge come. Why I am not dead yet...
I try to avoid watching domestic news nowadays. Makes me sick.
Still sick. Still have nausea. Still wonder too much. Not the Bible or the Koran or what someone said or wrote. God. Why one is here. Why there is death. How does knowledge come. Why I am not dead yet...
Cortisone Vs. Seratonin
Having that extra Seratonin causes one to be able to avoid snacking and eating too much, if you can keep your cortisone levels low.
Old trick. Bring up a more anger spirit arousing issue. Dok Island. No more mention of American beef.
For a time, I couldn't connect to music. That was strange.
Spent time imaging life as a panopticon prison. Then as a learning place where everyone is on the honor system, but they don't know it.
If one can measure it, it is a dimension. Time, space, mass, substance, knowledge, good, spirit...
I still get angry sometimes in my mind. I need to stop that. Sorta hard with assholes...
The Asshole Song. Jimmy Buffet. *. MLTR.
What did I write?
Old trick. Bring up a more anger spirit arousing issue. Dok Island. No more mention of American beef.
For a time, I couldn't connect to music. That was strange.
Spent time imaging life as a panopticon prison. Then as a learning place where everyone is on the honor system, but they don't know it.
If one can measure it, it is a dimension. Time, space, mass, substance, knowledge, good, spirit...
I still get angry sometimes in my mind. I need to stop that. Sorta hard with assholes...
The Asshole Song. Jimmy Buffet. *. MLTR.
What did I write?
Thursday, July 10, 2008
More Info?
One exists in other dimensions and in these physical dimensions. And so on...
Wonder if I will recover about 95%?
Wonder if I will recover about 95%?