Earthly Doings

A lot of work came up and I had to do them. Trying to earn enough money to buy some land.

Moonlighting

Since I will be moonlighting during the day, "sunlighting" would be more appropriate. Will try the title "game company advisor" for a while. Hobbies become work? Hobbies become jobs?

Gooding on,
Zero Charlie

Secret Service Angel Mode

Wonder if I will be able to save this company also...
Wonder if I will work there...

Learned From TV

About ADHD. That too much lead in the body is one of the causes.

Wondering what God wants me to do. Sorta know, but movements and such are real time killers.

Some Earthlings

Beating each other up over sports. Stealing from the masses. From each other. And other nefarious actions. Must be crazy Earthlings.

Maybe I should pretend time ended and stop writing.

The World Closes In

I am very glad the ARS statement carried no negative statements about either Korea. Well done. Makes my minute.

Dok Island - The struggle for the rights to natural resources under the ocean. Koreans have lived on that island since all time. We have a police station there and two civilian fisherman, at times. We are a pooooor nation...

I may have to meet someone for a job in the game sector. Remember the beta testing that I did and game screenshots? Jobs in Korea carry a great stress level. Some people are very Medieval. They eat up people like me. Every single job, me work. Others, politics. That's why I have my own company. But business is making only some money. Have to moonlight. I think God wants me to meet people or go in some direction, but everywhere I go are Earthlings. Where are my kind? I want to explore our collective consciousness. Let's think on these things and live this way. Hope to see you in cyberspace or metaphysically.

Wrote a first copy of the resume. Will work on it some more. Time to think about God or listen to God's musicians.

Flashbacks

Sometimes I get flashbacks of moments from my life. Moments I have not thought about in ages suddenly come back as clear as yesterday. Usually not important or sad memories, but just pictures of how I lived. Sort of like a perk.

Thanking God

This is one of my ways of thanking God. I try sometimes with with real people, but I usually get very sick.

I try to avoid watching domestic news nowadays. Makes me sick.

Still sick. Still have nausea. Still wonder too much. Not the Bible or the Koran or what someone said or wrote. God. Why one is here. Why there is death. How does knowledge come. Why I am not dead yet...

Cortisone Vs. Seratonin

Having that extra Seratonin causes one to be able to avoid snacking and eating too much, if you can keep your cortisone levels low.

Old trick. Bring up a more anger spirit arousing issue. Dok Island. No more mention of American beef.

For a time, I couldn't connect to music. That was strange.

Spent time imaging life as a panopticon prison. Then as a learning place where everyone is on the honor system, but they don't know it.

If one can measure it, it is a dimension. Time, space, mass, substance, knowledge, good, spirit...

I still get angry sometimes in my mind. I need to stop that. Sorta hard with assholes...

The Asshole Song. Jimmy Buffet. *. MLTR.

What did I write?

More Info?

One exists in other dimensions and in these physical dimensions. And so on...

Wonder if I will recover about 95%?

Can One Shut Out Pain During Recovery?

I wish.

Recovering

Much pain. Much pain. Much headache. Much pain.
Some food. Prozac. Long acting sleeping pills.
Much pain. It may take a few more weeks to recover.

Cramps

A long time ago, in my right foot, leg and neck.
Now, atrophied everything. Stretching pains.

Garota De Ipanema. Happy Hour. Emir Deodato.

Spent time trying to do Earthly things with great pain. But recovering, I told the shrink.

Please ask God for me. Busy cleaning the office. Maybe, I'll get better in a few weeks...

The inner part of the toe is definitely connected to the neck. My left toes hurt too.

Good Riddance. Green Day. Disappear. INXS. *. Jackson Browne.

So, The Thing Is Not God?

Is it us? Are we part of it? Is God more?
6.6 billion. Maybe, there were more of us. And a fantastically numerous number of other things.

Don't Dream It's Over. Sixpence None The Richer.
Teach Your Children. CSNY.